Lady Rackets and I found a quiet place at the MN Zoo beastly bash away from the crowds.
This is an annual event used to help raise funds for the Zoo. It's one if our favorite things to do each year and the past two years have been "virtual."
So blessed to attend live, and with this beauty.
I had this realization and damn near broke. I knew my boss had plans for my career, and understand long term this is going to be both intellectually and financially rewarding, but I have spent thr last 28 years working on an Ambulance at least some. There is a strong likelihood in the next 2 years I am going to have my last ambulance run. At that point I am going to be a Paramedic on paper. There will be a day that people won't know what I actually have done. I will literally be a desk medic. The sad part is, I won't turn it down. I won't allow someone who doesn't get it to take over what needs of the company, the patients, and the employees. But its like I see a part of my life ending. And I don't have a place to dump this anywhere. My life is changing and I am 50 years old. And it dawned on me I have had several bosses at different places setting me up for this.