I planned on doing locals tonight, I really wanted to do the "first stream aftermath" gay bullshit.

But, I'm really not feeling it. I'm sorry.

I'll do something tomorrow. Right now, I just am drained and fucking tired.

Again. A million people will have a whole slew of opinions about me and everything... that's fine. They've earned it. They don't know the story, they can't. But they get their opinions and I deserve my public lashings.

I ask people to focus on me and my failures, and leave other people allegedly involved out of it.

When it's grifting time, I'll tell you shitty jail stories, or "the good parts about having your house searched" stories.

I want to be jovial and optimistic for those things, because they can be funny and self deprecating. Tonight, I don't feel jovial.

Peace, y'all. Talk soon.