I planned on doing locals tonight, I really wanted to do the "first stream aftermath" gay bullshit.
But, I'm really not feeling it. I'm sorry.
I'll do something tomorrow. Right now, I just am drained and fucking tired.
Again. A million people will have a whole slew of opinions about me and everything... that's fine. They've earned it. They don't know the story, they can't. But they get their opinions and I deserve my public lashings.
I ask people to focus on me and my failures, and leave other people allegedly involved out of it.
When it's grifting time, I'll tell you shitty jail stories, or "the good parts about having your house searched" stories.
I want to be jovial and optimistic for those things, because they can be funny and self deprecating. Tonight, I don't feel jovial.
Peace, y'all. Talk soon.
Hey guys, just dropping an update.
Streaming will return very soon. I have Ryan the Editor helping build out voices for the supertip system, so that should be fun.
In the meanwhile I'm just working on keeping this house moving. Kids crazy schedule is still in effect until the end of the school year. Some combo of Kayla or I drive about 120 miles every day getting them to various activities.
This is a lot to do, given all the time I spend PAYING OFF THE MEDIA and to earn such glowing coverage [lmao].
Really looking forward to next week, I have a couple big things happening.
I hate waiting on government for everything. I will be sentenced on April 18th, and I really hope that's when I can finally start really moving forward with life again.
See you all very, very soon.