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Just fyi: heard my last post was a little suicide-sounding.
I apologize for that, my last post was hopeful...not suicidal.
The world is stuck with me a while longer!
I had this realization and damn near broke. I knew my boss had plans for my career, and understand long term this is going to be both intellectually and financially rewarding, but I have spent thr last 28 years working on an Ambulance at least some. There is a strong likelihood in the next 2 years I am going to have my last ambulance run. At that point I am going to be a Paramedic on paper. There will be a day that people won't know what I actually have done. I will literally be a desk medic. The sad part is, I won't turn it down. I won't allow someone who doesn't get it to take over what needs of the company, the patients, and the employees. But its like I see a part of my life ending. And I don't have a place to dump this anywhere. My life is changing and I am 50 years old. And it dawned on me I have had several bosses at different places setting me up for this.